Jun 17, 2006 10:24
confusion?
no i dont even know anymore
is this what i want?
to take back an ex boyfriend that fucked up?
i dunno if i love him anymore.
does that matter?
im 19 years old and im stuck
where do we go from now?
a silhouette lie?
i went through pictures on his phone
.. there were a bunch of strippers..
and this girl.. i just dont like
and i erased them all.. all of them.
they were dated before we started talking again
but what does that matter?
what kind of person is this?
he said he started going to church more after we broke up last year... to become a better person..
what? did i make him a bad person?
what kind of person did he think he became after me?
having a gf and cheating on her...
i dunno about you but that doesnt seem to be a better person
what a mediocre...
he's not a hypocrite.. hes a mediocre
loving something he just cant make happy.
actually he does really love me.
but he's too ... weird.
no. i dont think leaving derek was a mistake
i didnt love him either.