Work Is All I Know
Work is about all I do anymore. I've been working full weeks now that I'm full-time, and it's exhausting. I come home and try to stay awake some so I can spend time with Jekka (if she doesn't go to work in the morning), but usually I can't and end up konking out for a good while. And if I'm really tired I'll konk out hard. With us since she works either mornings or mid afternoon and I work overnight, we don't get much time for each other anymore. We do get some days off together, and those are good sometimes, last one wasn't all that great to me. But this week we'll have two days off together, so hopefully that'll be better. But right now I hate overnights. I want to work in the daytime again, but to do that I need to transfer and get stable transportation. And to get that I need to get another car. I hate when I'm just inches of being on stable ground something else has to come and stuff it up. And if not that, something else I thought I was done away with.
I've also found out I'm definitely not a smoker. Supposedly it makes you calm, not for me. Just made my stomach upset and stink up the car. Good thing, don't need something else I'd end up paying weekly for that most likely I wouldn't have money for.
I've also found out I'm definitely not a smoker. Supposedly it makes you calm, not for me. Just made my stomach upset and stink up the car. Good thing, don't need something else I'd end up paying weekly for that most likely I wouldn't have money for.