It works for me too^^ Actually i have thought to open a new LJ without telling anyone here. So far it's my room to breath but i think i grow out into something that is no longer suitable for my LJ friends here. Well, my first reason to make this LJ years ago because i wanted to join many Jrock fans community, and i did. And i gained many friends of Jrock fans too :) but..it's not like i'm not into that anymore but i think my sanity started to take over me instead keep drooling for Jrockers for hours, hahaha! So i started post about everything else, but everytime i talked about something else i felt..people think it was weird:)
I don't mean to change my style just to fit in the crowd, if it's the only reason then i'm okay being different. But i also feel my userLJ doesn't suit me anymore. It's not me. Do you know how it feels when something is very personal for you turns out to be, well, not you:) And because one of my close LJ friend here thinks that i'm a clown just because i was a funny person when i talked to her, and because i asked a lot question about technical LJ lay out and stuff like that. I wonder, she knows me for so long, have read many of my entries, but why she only focus on my negative side? and being funny and asked a lot of technical things is not negative, you know. But i couldn't help feeling she thought i was stupid everytime we chat. She did mention it to me in joking way. I'm okay with the joke, i admit sometimes i did stupid thing. But if it's her mental image about me, and it just it: stupid, i feel uneasy about it.
I'm sorry i talk a lot at our first meeting*laugh* it just that this thing -about leaving this LJ and open a new one secretly- has consumed me a lot. What do you think? should i do that? thanks for being my ears...or eyes to be exact, hehe:p