Looking for multiple stories
I finally caved and made an account to ask for help. I'm bad at writing my thoughts but I'll try my best.
The first I know is on Livejournal. It was Kirk/Bones where Bones drugged Kirk so he was unconcious and raped him on a sickbay bed. I remember it being something that Bones did often in the story. It was a one-shot and I think it was a kinkmeme fill posted on someone's journal.
!Found(04/19/2024): Once A Blue by 13empress. I seem to have misremembered quite a bit of it (e.g it apparently being bottom!bones) but this is it.
The final one I'm pretty positive I read on ao3 but it could've been on here. It's also the most messed up but it's been vaguely stuck in my head since December. It was another Spock/Kirk story and I'm pretty sure a one-shot maybe a two-shot. Spock rapes jim during pon-farr and I remember there being a part in Bones' 3rd person POV where he finally manages to get in and it describes how he smelled piss or saw Jim in his own. I pretty sure it was the former.
Edit(03/04/2024): Honestly there are SO many more because I'm in a hell of my own making where I use incognito mode for everything so I don't have to remember to clear browser cache and cookies. The downside is that there's no history and I have a terrible memory and awful at describing what I do remember. I need like a personal helper for finding fics.
The first I know is on Livejournal. It was Kirk/Bones where Bones drugged Kirk so he was unconcious and raped him on a sickbay bed. I remember it being something that Bones did often in the story. It was a one-shot and I think it was a kinkmeme fill posted on someone's journal.
!Found(04/19/2024): Once A Blue by 13empress. I seem to have misremembered quite a bit of it (e.g it apparently being bottom!bones) but this is it.
The final one I'm pretty positive I read on ao3 but it could've been on here. It's also the most messed up but it's been vaguely stuck in my head since December. It was another Spock/Kirk story and I'm pretty sure a one-shot maybe a two-shot. Spock rapes jim during pon-farr and I remember there being a part in Bones' 3rd person POV where he finally manages to get in and it describes how he smelled piss or saw Jim in his own. I pretty sure it was the former.
Edit(03/04/2024): Honestly there are SO many more because I'm in a hell of my own making where I use incognito mode for everything so I don't have to remember to clear browser cache and cookies. The downside is that there's no history and I have a terrible memory and awful at describing what I do remember. I need like a personal helper for finding fics.