May 17, 2005 23:14
Well hello everybody it's me again. Just got off from work a couple hours ago, and haven't really accomplished much of anything since. I went to the Necto last night.the d.j. was different and it was a rather slow night to boot.On the bright side I did get to dance alot and see all my friends. Hi Sandy,hi Xander :)...So have you ever wondered what's real and what's illusion in your life? I have and I don't like that feeling.I just want everything to be stable. I'm so sick of dramatic situations. Like creepy people leaving anonymous entries on your girlfriends journal page.O well. I wish I still lived in Ann Arbor sometimes.My band hasn't been doing a lot lately.But Xander and I were talking about maybe starting a little side project involving synthpop. This sounds like it could be fun.My girlfriend would be a part of this project too.This is exciting, a chance to create together.:)
Well I bid thee farewell for the evening.
Brittle thoughts pre echoing the fate of their falterings.
Worshiping fathers of despair and false existence.
Flowers fertilizing the seed of infidelity.
The pearlescent view from the veiled side of trust.
And did you want to be loved,after they tore your heart apart
And did you want to be touched,with all those broken parts
And can you feel the death surrounding,with ever open arms
And can this really be the ending,to die without a heart
~St.Christopher