what did I get myself into
I wanna be completely straightedge...I know...those kids usually aren't any fun...but I'm tired of drinking...it just makes me depressed...and smokin weed is not the cool thing to do anymore...just for now I want to stop
I wanna get my shit together...I wanna do what I gotta do...I have big plans and I'm never gonna get anywhere on my ass...
it's gonna be hard for me to do...my parents kind of encourage me to drink and smoke weed...why?...because they do it themselves...now I wish I had someone to yell at me for doing both...someone who's opinion of me really mattered...
all of my friends here...do one or the other...or they do both...it's hard to be around...especially when you used to do it...and enjoyed doing it...
I don't like doing any of it anymore..it's boring...it's not fun to me anymore...I wanna get serious...I'm almost an adult..I'm graduating next year...that's so scary for me...I'm so little...I don't know if I prepared myself enough for the world...I'm so weak anymore...I'll be surprised if I make it...
I just wanna prove myself...to someone...and if I fail...then I guess it's just the way it should be right...I honestly don't have anything to live for...I'm hopeless...I used to want to save the world...but then shit happens and it eats you up...I've deteriorated...I miss being strong and bubbly and goofy...it makes me tear up to think about how happy I used to be...this is something that I'll have to deal with for the rest of my life...searching for that one person who can take my mind off of it...that's what I'm living for right now...happiness...
You know I wanna go visit some people next summer...I want to at least greet them with a smile...not a frown...it's so hard...this is so hard I've been trying so hard...I want to be happy so bad...you can't even imagine...
I need your encouragement...I'm begging you please...you all have to encourage me...I can't do this on my own...I wish I had you all to push me...cus I need to be pushed now...or else I'll sit here and let my depression take over...it's getting to be way too much for me to handle
I love the color of my eyes...too bad I'm the only one...
I wanna get my shit together...I wanna do what I gotta do...I have big plans and I'm never gonna get anywhere on my ass...
it's gonna be hard for me to do...my parents kind of encourage me to drink and smoke weed...why?...because they do it themselves...now I wish I had someone to yell at me for doing both...someone who's opinion of me really mattered...
all of my friends here...do one or the other...or they do both...it's hard to be around...especially when you used to do it...and enjoyed doing it...
I don't like doing any of it anymore..it's boring...it's not fun to me anymore...I wanna get serious...I'm almost an adult..I'm graduating next year...that's so scary for me...I'm so little...I don't know if I prepared myself enough for the world...I'm so weak anymore...I'll be surprised if I make it...
I just wanna prove myself...to someone...and if I fail...then I guess it's just the way it should be right...I honestly don't have anything to live for...I'm hopeless...I used to want to save the world...but then shit happens and it eats you up...I've deteriorated...I miss being strong and bubbly and goofy...it makes me tear up to think about how happy I used to be...this is something that I'll have to deal with for the rest of my life...searching for that one person who can take my mind off of it...that's what I'm living for right now...happiness...
You know I wanna go visit some people next summer...I want to at least greet them with a smile...not a frown...it's so hard...this is so hard I've been trying so hard...I want to be happy so bad...you can't even imagine...
I need your encouragement...I'm begging you please...you all have to encourage me...I can't do this on my own...I wish I had you all to push me...cus I need to be pushed now...or else I'll sit here and let my depression take over...it's getting to be way too much for me to handle
I love the color of my eyes...too bad I'm the only one...