Going nowhere, going nowhere
Hmm. It's been awhile. So, an update on life I guess. I feel like I'm sitting around Louisiana accomplishing nothing. I can't do anything until UW accepts me and opens my account, and I can either pay for everything, and apply for my dorm. I feel nervous that I won't be able to make it. Maybe it's just pre-anxiety. But, this is a pretty big step in life. I can't wait to see Kara again. Everytime I look at my UW things, or smell my coat that has her scent still on it, it tugs at my already worn heartstrings. I love her. Enough to fly up there just to see her, and more than enough to probably heavily influence my choice on going to UW (Although, UW is #1 in the country for my genetical engineering degree :P). We lived so much in the time I was there..I was so happy. I don't ever think I've been so free. Free to live my life, free to make my own choices, free to love the woman I wanted. Seattle itself was gorgeous, unparalleled by anywhere else I've been. It seems my entire life has been chapter by chapter..and going to Seattle would be 'Part 2', if that makes any sense. I don't have long, but I'm going to aim for the stars. What's life without a dream? It seems my whole life has been based on dreams..maybe it's time to make one of those dreams actually come true, instead of just sitting around staring at them. Well, here we go, once again. -cracks back, neck- Sigh.
-Jake Leonardo
-Jake Leonardo