闷到发疯
上辈子一定是过动儿。
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！
好想去外头探险一下。
忙东忙西时，生活还有点ADRENALINE RUSH!!
现在完全没有！热情啊，你跑到哪里了！！
I AM SERIOUSLY IN NEED OF DOING SOMETHING RLY RANDOM AND CRAZY.. like mountain climbing or something??
I think i need to sign up for some overseas trip or go overseas to work next time. I like exciting life eve thou sometimes it means SHIT.宁愿吃点苦，也怕生活太枯燥烦闷。
=X犯践心态
ARGH. K is still having exams, so i got to wait till K finishes exams. I cant find someone who's as random and ON as me these days - which is kind of sad - noone matches up to my random-ness anymore. =X
OK. Anyway, I'm down to my last paper, which is the paper i SU-ED and i have FREAKING 8 days to study that! O wells, gonna start studying tml till friday and shall play like mad once i finish studying for that module.FIGHTING!
PS: Maybe I shld consider venturing out of SGP to work next time. HMM. USA work and travel? or? Owells, I dont know where life will bring me to. It's such a mystery and right now, all i can do is, follow my heart, and do things based on that gut feeling.
Just need that opportunity and money to appear right in front of me.
THAT CONSTANT NEED to get out of this CYCLE and EXPLORE the world.
There's so much out there.
Learning about a country's culture, language means so much that it seems like a never ending process.
BEST THING is, now that i'm young, energetic (and happily not married) and having that NEED to EXPLORE the world out there.
Sometimes, i feel like a BIG FISH, stuck in a small tank.
The world is out there. RIGHT IN FRONT.
Yet, i'm being tied down by money and obligations and what society imposes on me.
Being very much in a traditional family is not a good thing. Esp with parents who think that you should follow the conventional path. STUDY-FIND GOOD JOB-GET A HUSBAND GET MARRIED AND GIVE BIRTH TO A SOCCER TEAM.
Yes, i wanted this too, but somehow before i settle down, i still think that i have not live life the way i want. I'll follow the conventional path, tt's for sure but can i be a lil greedy? I just have the inherent need to ADD in something into this LIFE FORMULA.
study-find job + GET OUT AND EXPLORE SOMETHING OUT THERE-get husband-form a soccer team
LIFE AH, CAN I HAVE THAT MONEY AND OPPORTUNITY?
光有理想没用，没机会还是这样．I need that MIRACLE.
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！
好想去外头探险一下。
忙东忙西时，生活还有点ADRENALINE RUSH!!
现在完全没有！热情啊，你跑到哪里了！！
I AM SERIOUSLY IN NEED OF DOING SOMETHING RLY RANDOM AND CRAZY.. like mountain climbing or something??
I think i need to sign up for some overseas trip or go overseas to work next time. I like exciting life eve thou sometimes it means SHIT.宁愿吃点苦，也怕生活太枯燥烦闷。
=X犯践心态
ARGH. K is still having exams, so i got to wait till K finishes exams. I cant find someone who's as random and ON as me these days - which is kind of sad - noone matches up to my random-ness anymore. =X
OK. Anyway, I'm down to my last paper, which is the paper i SU-ED and i have FREAKING 8 days to study that! O wells, gonna start studying tml till friday and shall play like mad once i finish studying for that module.FIGHTING!
PS: Maybe I shld consider venturing out of SGP to work next time. HMM. USA work and travel? or? Owells, I dont know where life will bring me to. It's such a mystery and right now, all i can do is, follow my heart, and do things based on that gut feeling.
Just need that opportunity and money to appear right in front of me.
THAT CONSTANT NEED to get out of this CYCLE and EXPLORE the world.
There's so much out there.
Learning about a country's culture, language means so much that it seems like a never ending process.
BEST THING is, now that i'm young, energetic (and happily not married) and having that NEED to EXPLORE the world out there.
Sometimes, i feel like a BIG FISH, stuck in a small tank.
The world is out there. RIGHT IN FRONT.
Yet, i'm being tied down by money and obligations and what society imposes on me.
Being very much in a traditional family is not a good thing. Esp with parents who think that you should follow the conventional path. STUDY-FIND GOOD JOB-GET A HUSBAND GET MARRIED AND GIVE BIRTH TO A SOCCER TEAM.
Yes, i wanted this too, but somehow before i settle down, i still think that i have not live life the way i want. I'll follow the conventional path, tt's for sure but can i be a lil greedy? I just have the inherent need to ADD in something into this LIFE FORMULA.
study-find job + GET OUT AND EXPLORE SOMETHING OUT THERE-get husband-form a soccer team
LIFE AH, CAN I HAVE THAT MONEY AND OPPORTUNITY?
光有理想没用，没机会还是这样．I need that MIRACLE.