damn
damn... Everythings going downhill im getting worried. oh well, hockey, yea that wasnt good tonight. I am always so busy i wish i could quit hockey, but then again no i dont cuz its so damn fun and it keeps me outa the bad stuff and the only thing that keeps me a little healthy. The way i see it theres more positives in hockey then negatives so yea what ever. i love this song, underoath alone in december, so depressing. it brings me up when im low lol! wooo im getting into more of that screaming i dont like from first to last much anymore, not enough scream lol screw that emo shit i liked before. no one liked my atreyu cd this weekend i loved it, they would always change it to my rap cd. went 4 weeling during the night in my truck with a lot of people, i handled the truck like a man lol they dont think im a bad driver anymore atleast they better not!! hmm driving is fun and easy now that im better at it. I hate it when i think about stuff that i care about a lot, i just think negative about it and it gets me down then i end up doing somthing stupid like the bad stuff... the bad stuff does indeed help you when your down though lol. Im not into the bad shit. sorry if im confusing you.. lol i dono why im scared, well i do but what ever ill just shut up... alright i guess thats enough of my bitching... oh shit, i saw white noise and it was scary but caytlin showed me a new technique for watching them. RAD! i get pissed easy, i think its cuz i care to much, whats the point of caring so god damn much when its just gonna go bad sooner or later and for me i always think its sooner!!! peace, sorry...