Summer is ending soon
I figured since I haven't written a real entry, I'll do so. I'll share what's been on my mind in the summer months that have gone too quickly.
First topic, college and majors. Yes, I'm only a junior in high school this year but I still need to figure out EXACTLY which colleges I need to visit that offer what I want. So here are my options.
- First and foremost is Music. Music Management, Music Production, Music everything.
--- with this I can open my own record studio, etc.
-Second is Photojournalism.
---with this I can write for various magazines, I can do some freelance photography. I know I can't do all this and make millions of dollars....
-Third is Cosmetology.
---I Love hair and I love doing hair. I've been thinking about this all summer and ever since I cut my hair shorter, I've been obsessed with hair. Okay so not as much Obsessed as I am just very much in love with it. I could get my cosmetology liscense and do that during college as a way to earn money.
So the above is what's been swimming around in my mind the most. The next thing is basically something that's always in my head- Love. Yes I know - I always write about love but I mean... I really want to be in love again. I went on a couple of dates but nothing special. It all comes back to the guy that I have the most chemistry with and I haven't kissed. Bob. Yes that's his real name it's not to cover up for some other John Doe. There's just something about him I can't shake and it is ridiculous that I can't stop thinking about him when all we are - are just friends with amazing chemistry. It's not like friendly chemistry, it's like magnetic chemsitry.
Honestly though, I'm not depressed, I'm not sulking around, my self esteem seems to be way up there and I feel great. I'm doing fantastic and there is no reason for me not to be. I'm so ready for Junior year and I'm beyond excited to be an upper classwoman.
I'll edit this entry later- Lisa's coming to pick me up and we're going to Michael's (store) to do something crafty.
edit: We couldn't figure out what to do so we were at Michaels for about an hour or two then we went to lunch. Susan, my cousin's neighbor was my waitress and she was like "OMG YOU LOOK SO DIFFERENT!" but apparently the same since she recognized me. And I told my cousin- and lo and behold. SHE (susan, not my cousin) GOT ACCEPTED TO THE CLIVE DAVIS SCHOOL OF RECORDED MUSIC. 27 kids out of 500 applicants get accepted... How weird is that?! Wow I'm so happy for her- no wonder we kept making weird eye contact today. We have the same ambitions. She's funny too!! She got her belt loop caught on something and fell into the side of the booth hahahaha. Aw <3 . "Just one of those days!! haha we had a problem with the pickles.. anyway" Hm. What else has been bothering me? Girls. Okay GIRLS. They are probably the moodiest things on this earth- and yes being a girl I understand slightly. But to be MOODY AND DRAMATIC I don't understand that. Just be. Simple as that. Why does there have to be this added element of drama and all things that associate itself with drama? It makes NO sense. One day they want one thing and the next they want nothing to do with you. Girls = not cool. The only girls I absolutely adore are the lesbians or the ones that are like really into everything and up for anything. I'm not dramatic unless I'm in an uncomfortable situation but then I'm usually just a JACKASS. SPEAKING OF JACKASSES. My good friend Jason (my gay lover), has been a jackass to Ken and I. He didn't even call Ken to wish him a happy birthday!!! OH AND ON KEN'S BIRTHDAY I SAW JEN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN THREE YEARS. It was so cool. She's still like 7 feet tall ahahaha. <33333333 aw She may be going to Baldwin Wallace. FOUR MINUTES FROM ME! Well not that close but definetely closer than the hour and a half it took to find her GAS STATION IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE (aka Haysville). Hmm what else. Junior year. I'm so excited for absolutely no reason. Blah I have a headache right now so I'll go take some aleve so I can cope with my boys, Noah and Jake. My babies!!! I'm sittin' at 7 pm so that shall be great! Cause I love them beyond everything else. Well ok I'm off to find some pj pants and a top that matches and take some aleve and shoot myself with caffiene or something. I'm super tired. Need energy to deal with a 3 year old who's on the verge of being perfectly potty trained and an 11 month old that crawls super fast and loves to have a noise contest. Who can make the most goofy noises. CAN WE SAY PHOTO SESH- TONIGHT?! tata to those who actually read all this- thank you :D comment!