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YUP im back at it again...
I got two more final exams left......the crazy thing is i think im about to go on academic suspension for a semester. Imma end up gettin all C's but i need to get all B's to be eligible. Kinda fucked up but i did it to myself. I wanna how my moms is gonna react when i finally tell her. I think imma wait until after Christmas, i don't wanna fuck up the holiday yunno. Its not the fact that i can't take classes for a semester, I just know that she is gonna tell me........that I haven't been livin up to my potential.
I came into the whole situation satisfied, i mean my whole goal before i came to college was to get here and i did everything i needed to do to put myself in that position. I studied and i challenged myself to be better than my classmates. In a way, you can say i lost my motivation my drive, the burning desire that one has when they want to do somethin even if it seems to be out of their reach. So i made it here and since then I have survived but i haven't thrived. Imma deans list student that never proved the fact......kinda fucked up right???
Potential means nothing if u never fulfill it...........