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[st0rmyeyes]

Wow I really dont feel good at all right now. I've been an emotional wreck lately. I just feel like my life is being consumed by the same things everyday..Like nothing changes and theres no diversity its all so routine and I completely and Utterly HATE it.Then I just realized that I really cant stand people at all. Everyones soooo damn worried about whats gonna happen in the long run...What about the little achievements each day before the ending result. Disreguard the conclusion for now and think about all the little things you accomplish everyday...I mean without the minor things there wouldnt be major things? right?

I mean I'm happy in the sence that I'm with the person I love more then life itself and all the stars in the universe and I have my precious darling gorgeous son. That area is completely perfect and I couldnt ask for more. I just feel like im drowning in the same things everyday of my life. I feel like somethings missing...Like I need to do something more then just love my boyfriend and my child..and be a good mom and girlfriend...I dont know I'm not working anymore. Maybe I should keep trying to find a job and that would occupy this void im feeling right now. It could just be a phase but its completely driving me crazy.

Anyways I'm going to watch Crash and go to bed..

I love you Baby..Forever..Everyday..*You&&Me*