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im drawing a blank for what i did this past week.
well friday was good, i went to work.
the kids were pretty crazy. & in love w/ me for some reason.
i dont mean to sound obnoxious but literally, they were.
hanging off my legs, freaking out w/ ice cream, telling me they loved me, threatening my boyfriend, ect.
jason picked me up w/ lizzie.
went to my house so i could change.
went to michelles, hung out in her backyard, just talking.
we got kicked out, then went to tony d's & my house.
saturday i had SOFTBALL.
woke up, did nothing all day.
michelle had west hills orientation & jasons had work.
therefore, i had no friends to hang out with.
i went to softball. i got some battle wounds.
michelle came in the top of the 7th. (we play 7 innings)
we lost. it would have gotten us into the championships, which is tonight.
michelle & i went back to my house.
jasons car was parked outside w/ his foot hanging out.
we scared him. then i showered and we basically just did nothing all night, together.
sunday. i woke up, made breakfast.
my mom called, i made cookies for guests. i messed them up.
i made brownies. they were good.
our "guests" aka my aunts, left early.
i played with nicolas, till he had an allergy attack.
i love that little boy so much.
i was looking at him & started tearing. he's so big. he looks 5.
i guess i think hes littler than he is since he cant talk.
i see a big improvement though. hes so adorable.
today i did nothing. i went to school.
my bus broke down before we could leave the school driveway to go home.
it was crazy hot too.
my dads flipping shits on my sister & i. its really upsetting me.
i dont know what i'll so if hes like this all summer
especially since i go to camp to get away from all this stuff.
i wish i had one of those "daddy" relationships.
not a complete daddy's little girl, but i wish he liked me.
i know im bitching & whatnot. but if you dont want to hear it, leave.
he's been better lately.
or maybe i have.
i dont know.
i cant believe this summer is going to be me waking up, & deciding what i want to do.
i've never had that. its always been planned ahead.
i had my evening activities on a calender besides "mystery trips"
its scary to think about. i cant believe tomorrows the last day of school
i feel like it just started yesterday.
in the beginning of the year, i never would have seen june looking like this.
michelle & i are inseperable, literally.
same with jason. we've been together since october.
thats like...a whole school year.
i've lost friends & gained some. more lost though.
but you win some, you lose some.
& i cant say i'm unhappy w/ where i am.
the year, in a big nutshell, not in order.
(i dont care if we're friends or not, you still made up my year.)
well friday was good, i went to work.
the kids were pretty crazy. & in love w/ me for some reason.
i dont mean to sound obnoxious but literally, they were.
hanging off my legs, freaking out w/ ice cream, telling me they loved me, threatening my boyfriend, ect.
jason picked me up w/ lizzie.
went to my house so i could change.
went to michelles, hung out in her backyard, just talking.
we got kicked out, then went to tony d's & my house.
saturday i had SOFTBALL.
woke up, did nothing all day.
michelle had west hills orientation & jasons had work.
therefore, i had no friends to hang out with.
i went to softball. i got some battle wounds.
michelle came in the top of the 7th. (we play 7 innings)
we lost. it would have gotten us into the championships, which is tonight.
michelle & i went back to my house.
jasons car was parked outside w/ his foot hanging out.
we scared him. then i showered and we basically just did nothing all night, together.
sunday. i woke up, made breakfast.
my mom called, i made cookies for guests. i messed them up.
i made brownies. they were good.
our "guests" aka my aunts, left early.
i played with nicolas, till he had an allergy attack.
i love that little boy so much.
i was looking at him & started tearing. he's so big. he looks 5.
i guess i think hes littler than he is since he cant talk.
i see a big improvement though. hes so adorable.
today i did nothing. i went to school.
my bus broke down before we could leave the school driveway to go home.
it was crazy hot too.
my dads flipping shits on my sister & i. its really upsetting me.
i dont know what i'll so if hes like this all summer
especially since i go to camp to get away from all this stuff.
i wish i had one of those "daddy" relationships.
not a complete daddy's little girl, but i wish he liked me.
i know im bitching & whatnot. but if you dont want to hear it, leave.
he's been better lately.
or maybe i have.
i dont know.
i cant believe this summer is going to be me waking up, & deciding what i want to do.
i've never had that. its always been planned ahead.
i had my evening activities on a calender besides "mystery trips"
its scary to think about. i cant believe tomorrows the last day of school
i feel like it just started yesterday.
in the beginning of the year, i never would have seen june looking like this.
michelle & i are inseperable, literally.
same with jason. we've been together since october.
thats like...a whole school year.
i've lost friends & gained some. more lost though.
but you win some, you lose some.
& i cant say i'm unhappy w/ where i am.
the year, in a big nutshell, not in order.
(i dont care if we're friends or not, you still made up my year.)