IT IS INCREDIBLE
im realizing that the best way for me to stay sane in an office is not to talk about or even think about my private life, that is, my real life. it's too saddening, to fantasize about what i'd rather be doing.
"Prescription for Nutritional Healing"
one of the sad artifacts from the latest employee to resign from this position.
other abandonment's:
1 box of ginger flavored Altoids
1, 40 tablet bottle of Pepto-Bismol
1, 100 tablet bottle of Naproxen Sodium (pain reliever/ fever reducer)
1 blue smiley face bouncy-ball
1 pair of sunglasses
2 pairs of No Nonsense "One Size" knee highs
3 Always ultra-thin "Super Absorbency" pads
LONELY
i even felt lonely when i was going out with Adam
i have trouble 'letting people IN'
i really felt it while talking to him last night
i felt like i should be sharing something with him but i couldn't think of what to say
TWINS
last night i ran into P. Quinn
he didn't know i had my identity stolen last year and again this year so i laid it all on him in chronological order:
id theft
left school
shitty jobs
broke
bills/loans
parents split
id theft sequel
giving up on school
he seemed really concerned as do most adults whom i find myself venting to. he asked if there was anything he could do and i said, "No," but what i really meant to say way, "Yes, but I don't yet know what to ask for. Stand here with me until I figure it out."
He's having twins.
EVERYBODY SEES THE RAINBOW WHEN IT COMES
PERFECT MIXTURE WATER DARKNESS AND SUNLIGHT