May 16, 2005 22:53
not much worth reading.
sometimes life can really get you down.
and its really hard not to give up.
but somehow i keep going.
and i know i wont regret it after while.
its hard to find yourself in charge of someone else's well-being.
why i put myself in that position, i have yet to understand.
selflessness is a lame excuse.
eeespecially right now.
my written words are anything but unexpected.
and personal song lyrics always provide some form of understanding.
i guess thats why i write them.
i hate drifting.
yet i do it anyway.
because we are all hypocrites.
and if there is someway to have SOME sort of control over ANYTHING anymore,
PLEASE
let me know.
everything seems so bittersweet.
things have to look down before they look up.
chris, you were right. just like you told me you would be.
and kk im not gonna lie....i need you right now.