Apr 24, 2011 23:17
Feel really embarrassed for friending the French Fry on facebook. Buuuuuuuuuuut... I did it. Fine.
I've grown extremely shy. I can't talk to pretty girls. French Fry included.
I feel a great amount of shame and I don't know the source. Shame and guilt. For things I don't usually feel shameful or guilty about. Including porn. Am I 12 or 25?! Grow up, jerk off!
I'm constantly concerned about my privacy. What am I hiding? Nothing. But I'm too scared to bring it up with my therapist. She might be able to help me find out. But I'm ashamed. I don't want to touch this with a ten foot pole.
Some day I'll be dignified and old.
This disease is only barely contained.