Typical Jen
I managed to get myself in a stress last couple of weeks, partly over nothing. About 3 weeks ago Lisa had a huge go at me while we were at Toddlers, because of the Lark making a complaint about her employers bigotted attitude. That whole morning was really tense and I'm very glad Susie was there or I wouldn't have coped.
The week after I was immensely relieved to note she didn't come to group. I could relax more, as I was worried she would start again. Sadly the week after just as I was starting to put it behind me, she came back. Nothing was said but she kept giving me really dirty looks & it took all my energy as I tried to avoid her as much as possible.
Due to all of this I was very out of sorts last thurs and then Dave chose to drop hints again, that maybe a fresh start would be good for us both. He's been on for sometime that maybe what I'm really look for is right under my nose IE him. He chose that day to say that he'd move ANYWHERE with me. He's been dropping fat hints re Adrian, ask how long have I been talk to him, maybe he's string me along as we've yet to meet etc. In the end I told him give me space, because I can't think straight while I'm being crowded.
Luckily he has been away since last fri, and I've had my space. In the meantime tho, last night I got myself wound up about Adrian. I asked if I could call tues, and he was still on his way back from a day in the City, so he asked me to make it weds instead. Last night I called, 4 times but no reply, also no answer to email or txt. By this morning still no email and I began to wonder if I had done something, though my first thoughts were to hope he was ok. He has a chest infection & this is why missed calls, as it worsens in the evenings. I now feel very silly & selfish.
It has not been all bad though. I am having a new bathroom fitted next week :) and Heather will be staying with daddy for the 2 weeks. While she does so mummy is taking advantage of the freedom to meet some new people for coffee, a lovely 20yr old man who just happens to be 6ft 6! He seems keen and very mature for his years. I also have pencilled in a date with a Russian woman :) which should prove interesting.
Also on the positives my lovely darling friend Paula got back in touch. I hsve missed her so very badly since leaving Bournemouth, to be in contact once more feels like a dream
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