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Wow, so what the hell has been happening the past two weeks? Don't ask me, I have no clue. It went by like a blur, and blur that I was staring down in to. Not actually there, just shaking my blurry head at my blurry self. I tell everyone I make the stupidest choices, and get myself in to the dumbest situations. But maybe I like to do it, cuz why haven't I stopped yet? I am far too open with my emotions. I am far too giving sometimes. It is funny because I have had my heart crushed in to millions of pieces before, but somehow its back together, ready to head in to the next venture. Why do I move so fast? I don't know. Why do my heart and my head always disagree? I don't mean almost always disagree, I really, truly mean always disagree. There is not one decision I make of importance where my head doesn't go wait what? My heart makes my decisions. Which I suppose could be a good thing, but could also be a bad thing. Bad for myself, because in the end I know I should have listened to my head. My head needs to take over, but I don't think it ever will. Maybe when I was born they put someone else's heart in to me. Like maybe my brain is mine, but my heart isn't. haha I have no idea. All I know is that whatever happens, I will be ok. Because I always am. Everyone always is. You may think the world is over, but it goes on. The sun comes up everyday, and goes down every night. It won't stop for anyone.
Doesn't mean I can't still cry about it though...
Doesn't mean I can't still cry about it though...