Apr 04, 2006 17:02
I keep my paintbrush with me
Wherever i may go
in case i need to cover up
so the real me doesn't show
i'm so afraid to show you me
afraid of what you'll do - that
you might laugh or say mean things
i'm afraid i might lose you
i'd like to remove all the paint coats
to show you the real true me
but i want you to try and understand
i need you to accept what you see
so if you'll be patient and close your eyes
i'll strip off all my coats real slow
please understand how much it hurts
to let the real me show
now my coats are stripped off
i feel naked, bare, and cold
and if you still love me with all that you can see
you're my friend, pure as gold
i need to save my paintbrush though
and hold it in my hand
i want to keep it handy
in case somebody doesn't understand
so please protect me, my dear friend
and thanks for loving me true
but please let me keep my paintbrust with me
until i love me too.
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ahh i'm so sick and i have a fever of 102 but im going to go to practice tonight anyways cause theres a feis this weekend that we have to get ready for...suprisingly though, i had an okay day though even though i feel like crap. theres just those people that make everything better...<3