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my heart. your hands. gentle my friend. break me neatly. numb me sweetly.
--> I only count the sunny hours. Brightest hours of the day. I never count the gloomy hours. I let them slip away. I'm alright.
yeah that's right. i said i'm alright. i kno what my problem is and im getting help dealing with it from people that i trust...i dont need help from some stranger. i can't open up and say what's really on my mind if i don't trust them...tonight should be interesting. im scared. i dont need this. i can be happy on my own with my friends. i dont need some fucking shrink to evaulate me.
i flipped out and dented the wall. so what? i didn't hurt anyone all i did was yell and throw. but not at anyone. at the wall. it made me feel better. and talking with ppl im close to helps a lot. and im ten times better than i was last year. i just dont fucking understand why they think i need to be evaluated. i'm fine. i'm happy. i will be okay. i'm almost there. i can feel it
ASR-BLV-AEL-KJB : all my love
--> I only count the sunny hours. Brightest hours of the day. I never count the gloomy hours. I let them slip away. I'm alright.
yeah that's right. i said i'm alright. i kno what my problem is and im getting help dealing with it from people that i trust...i dont need help from some stranger. i can't open up and say what's really on my mind if i don't trust them...tonight should be interesting. im scared. i dont need this. i can be happy on my own with my friends. i dont need some fucking shrink to evaulate me.
i flipped out and dented the wall. so what? i didn't hurt anyone all i did was yell and throw. but not at anyone. at the wall. it made me feel better. and talking with ppl im close to helps a lot. and im ten times better than i was last year. i just dont fucking understand why they think i need to be evaluated. i'm fine. i'm happy. i will be okay. i'm almost there. i can feel it
ASR-BLV-AEL-KJB : all my love