The Regrets of a Leviathan
I have always attempted to live my life without regret. I have told myslef time and time again that I wouldn't regret anything and just let things pass on as if they didn't harm me at all. Yeah I'm full of it I regret and here they are.
1. I regret getting married
-Let's face it I was to young but still now that I look back on it, it's really something I would have liked to have waited on as I feel I might be jaded on the marriage issue now and it may keep me away from another marriage just because of that.
2. I regret not speaking up
-Ok so thats not me anymore but when I was younger god knows there were times I should have spoken up and given my opinion. Maybe a few things would have been different but I will never truly know but at least I can say I lived and grew.
3. I regret not keeping up better with people
-Honestly this is still true but at the same time people don't exactly keep up with me as well. So I regret this but not as much as other regrets. Yet to the people that I have lost all contact with that I have tried for years to find again and cannot, those I do regret greatly.
4. I regret not being on better terms with most of my ex's
-Yeah alot of this was my fault and I could have acted differently but so could have they. Alot had to do with the way the break ups happened but maybe I over reacted, maybe I didn't for some of them I will never know. Some just wanted to come back in my life and try to run things still and they got told to GTFO.
5. I regret losing interest
-Ok this is a more general regret but I have lost interest in many things over time and even know I am feeling that I am losing interest in another thing that I truly love. Only time will tell but I regret losing interest because I find returning to the things I have lost interest in is almost impossible.
1. I regret getting married
-Let's face it I was to young but still now that I look back on it, it's really something I would have liked to have waited on as I feel I might be jaded on the marriage issue now and it may keep me away from another marriage just because of that.
2. I regret not speaking up
-Ok so thats not me anymore but when I was younger god knows there were times I should have spoken up and given my opinion. Maybe a few things would have been different but I will never truly know but at least I can say I lived and grew.
3. I regret not keeping up better with people
-Honestly this is still true but at the same time people don't exactly keep up with me as well. So I regret this but not as much as other regrets. Yet to the people that I have lost all contact with that I have tried for years to find again and cannot, those I do regret greatly.
4. I regret not being on better terms with most of my ex's
-Yeah alot of this was my fault and I could have acted differently but so could have they. Alot had to do with the way the break ups happened but maybe I over reacted, maybe I didn't for some of them I will never know. Some just wanted to come back in my life and try to run things still and they got told to GTFO.
5. I regret losing interest
-Ok this is a more general regret but I have lost interest in many things over time and even know I am feeling that I am losing interest in another thing that I truly love. Only time will tell but I regret losing interest because I find returning to the things I have lost interest in is almost impossible.