Home from the hospital...
Ok, so here's the thing... I've been in the hospital for 2 weeks.
My pneumonia still wasn't over so my doctor told me to go to the first aid and get it "investigated" better.
They discovered my sugar-level was way too high, so I had to stay to get the insuline done right.
In the mean time I've had a ct-scan for my lungs and a bronchoscopia or whatever you wanna call it in english... that last one I will never undergo again while still concious... I've never been so f*cking scared in my life! It's like you're f*cking drowning or something!
But anyway, they discovered my bronchioles are permanently widened, so bacterias can come in more easily, and like pile up sooner... so mebbe I've had the wrong diagnosis of astma all these years... no wonder my medicines don't stop my coughing...
So anyway... diabetes is not making life easier... I don't have to inject all that much insuline compared to other ppl, but I have to watch what I eat and stuff... it'll just take some time to get used to it all...
Every now and then I get a little pessimistic, but in general I'm fine... I don't even mind injecting myself or whatever... I can already feel the masochist in me growing :p
Now with all these changes I've also been thinking about getting another earring, I just don't know where...
My pneumonia still wasn't over so my doctor told me to go to the first aid and get it "investigated" better.
They discovered my sugar-level was way too high, so I had to stay to get the insuline done right.
In the mean time I've had a ct-scan for my lungs and a bronchoscopia or whatever you wanna call it in english... that last one I will never undergo again while still concious... I've never been so f*cking scared in my life! It's like you're f*cking drowning or something!
But anyway, they discovered my bronchioles are permanently widened, so bacterias can come in more easily, and like pile up sooner... so mebbe I've had the wrong diagnosis of astma all these years... no wonder my medicines don't stop my coughing...
So anyway... diabetes is not making life easier... I don't have to inject all that much insuline compared to other ppl, but I have to watch what I eat and stuff... it'll just take some time to get used to it all...
Every now and then I get a little pessimistic, but in general I'm fine... I don't even mind injecting myself or whatever... I can already feel the masochist in me growing :p
Now with all these changes I've also been thinking about getting another earring, I just don't know where...