Friendship, the perfect penship?
I've been a naughty friend. I've been constantly pestering people in a bad attempt to get closer with them. I'm not sure if I'm actually capable of developing meaningful relationships, as I've never done it before. I mean, at least I'm trying, but I don't think I can do it right. No one says it but I'm sure at least some people have found me irritating by now, so I need to try and let them be. It's been a rollercoaster in my mind, going from ups to downs, feeling bad about my horrible social skills. It sounds silly, but there's only one thing I really want (besides learning to learn, that is). A hug. I don't get many of those. I don't get much of anything, but I think I'm starting to understand why.