i feel like an ass now.
ok, once again i blew something completely out of proportion. and apparently im not very good at covering up people when i write about them. no matter. people should mind their own business and opinions on some things. i believe that given people dirty looks or telling them that you dont like something just because in your own world things need to be one way, doesnt mean you should control others and tell them how they should behaive. well things are a lot better now....
well almost everything.
i am still upset over steve. everytime we do talk and he tells me he is going to call me back because someone is calling in, i get all nervous and seriously over think things. i think that maybe its a girl calling in and blah blah. later it usually ends up being his boss which common sense should tell me this cuz those two talk constantly. i swear his life is entirely centered on his job. i know i shouldnt even be all blah about it, i mean he is single and he should date. it just gives me the creeps thinking about him with a girl and all. i think i would be a little less upset if it was a boy.
things are looking up, except i am mad at danny. he knows how much i want to meet brian and as soon as i log off of aim he puts up an away message saying to call if anyone wants to hang out with the two of them. RAR!
i went on aim today. its been a while. i talked to dan (old friend from middle school.) he is looking really good physically. i mean he was always thin and had a good bit of muscle. now he has filled out a little and has a lot of muscle. he shaved his head though, but he showed me pics of him with his baseball hat on and before his hair cut and damn.... if he wasnt so damn straight i might consider getting him in bed! LOL! he got jealous when i talked about matt rusk and how he is so hot and stuff. he actually wanted me to say that he is too cute to be straight and that i wish he was gay. LOL! i never thought i would hear that request from dan.
thats how my day got better. figures though, i eat something and my stomach gets mad at me. :-p
well almost everything.
i am still upset over steve. everytime we do talk and he tells me he is going to call me back because someone is calling in, i get all nervous and seriously over think things. i think that maybe its a girl calling in and blah blah. later it usually ends up being his boss which common sense should tell me this cuz those two talk constantly. i swear his life is entirely centered on his job. i know i shouldnt even be all blah about it, i mean he is single and he should date. it just gives me the creeps thinking about him with a girl and all. i think i would be a little less upset if it was a boy.
things are looking up, except i am mad at danny. he knows how much i want to meet brian and as soon as i log off of aim he puts up an away message saying to call if anyone wants to hang out with the two of them. RAR!
i went on aim today. its been a while. i talked to dan (old friend from middle school.) he is looking really good physically. i mean he was always thin and had a good bit of muscle. now he has filled out a little and has a lot of muscle. he shaved his head though, but he showed me pics of him with his baseball hat on and before his hair cut and damn.... if he wasnt so damn straight i might consider getting him in bed! LOL! he got jealous when i talked about matt rusk and how he is so hot and stuff. he actually wanted me to say that he is too cute to be straight and that i wish he was gay. LOL! i never thought i would hear that request from dan.
thats how my day got better. figures though, i eat something and my stomach gets mad at me. :-p