Loud

Sep 01, 2004 14:13

I am sure people wonder why I listen to my music at some insaley high decibles sometimes.

It is so I can drown out everything else around me. So I can meld with some noise I don't mind coping with at the moment. I relax, I want to feel ...

Music is expression, no doubt. So is my art sometimes when I feel as if I can't tell people what I want. I -do- have a difficult time articulating some things, and I know that I don't get what I want across sometimes, but hey, what can ya do? Work with what your soul gave you.

My music thrashes for me, my music drowns me, my music relaxes and soothes me, my music is a release for me. I may not be able to -play- the music, but it's doing what I know I can't do. It's giving me the desired effect. Sometimes it even inspires me to draw what I cannot say, but feel.

I am unwinding, blocking out everything but an ensaumble of electricity.
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