Beavers, cells phones, and 4 a.m.

[sshugo]

I woke up at 4 this morning because I couldn't sleep.
In a way it was a good thing because the moon was doing that magical thing that I love so much.
Then I saw the beaver.

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[daedon]

I got the missin' in mah heart for YOU, lovely lady. When oh when will I see you again?

Oh, Micheal Mays (or may, or whatever) came into Bfoods, and so starving was I for Erika, I asked him about you. It was so cute, he offered me your digits, and then right before he was going to give them to me he stopped & very seriously said, "Wait. Who are you to her, and what do you want with her?" He was protecting you!!! So cute. I laughed, and said not to worry, I'd find you one way or another, and that my intentions were purely not-mean. He is a doll.

I adore you, lady, and I miss you. Did I tell you that already, that I miss you and I miss you and I um, well, I miss yoooooooou! Sometime you must come over and meet greg and our yard, and my kitties! I promise it would be fun!

*looks at you pathetically, big ol' sad eyes and pouty lips* Pweeeese?

[sshugo]

Oooh, Michael May puts the squealin' in my heart! I think of him as less of a doll and more of a universe.

I'm so mad at myself for not coming over. I can't believe I haven't met your new life yet. When we first met you used to make me shake.. Our meeting circumstances weren't very peaceful were they? But I remember when I first saw you<3333333 It was at the Aurora playground and Jeremiah was in big trouble. Or was I in trouble? I can't remember. Anywho, in one way or another, you've always made me shake.

Maybe I'll start knitting a chain and as the chain grows you could catch the end and pull me out of my reclusive shell?

<3333333333333333333 Much love, Katrina.

[daedon]

oh, darling, don't be mad at yourself!

You're right, it wasn't the most peaceful of times, our meeting circumstances. Yeah, that first playground meeting Jeremiah was in huge trouble, and I'm afraid it spilled over a bit onto you. Haha. I've never said something like that to a girl before or since ('You can have him, but if you break his heart, I break you...'). But yeah, He had broken our rules and I was veddy angry about it, but mostly I was just angry that things weren't going to work betwixt us, no matter what I tried. *sigh*

I still recall the day I realized you and I are verrrrry similar. Wow. What a day that was. Seriously. Right down to your reclusive shell, you and I have much in common. =]

I have total faith in the fact that some day, some how, I WILL pull you over here, and you will love it. I'm in no hurry. You are awesome, totally cool beans, and I hope you remember that always.

Muchly much love,
<3333333333 Katrina

[sshugo]

Holy shit, I totally forgot about that!
You DID say you'd break me!!
No wonder I was shaking.

I had never met a girl like you..... before or since.

You have a shell too??

xoxox.

[daedon]

oh, honey, do I ever. And yeah, it's been there for awhile. I've always been sort of a recluse, in the way that when I do make it out, I am outgoing, but I tend to opt for home. Or alone, or with a few friends. But I am crazy when I'm with them, and totally love. Loving. I dunno, it's hard to describe.

When I realized you had one too, a certain shyness that I know all too well, you became something unique to me, and a love formed that I think shant be trifled with. =]

Oh, and um, you know, like I said before, sorry about all the ugliness we began with. Like I said, I was bummed out. Jealous. But oh, oh, I don't know if I ever told you, I still recall how pretty you were the first time I saw you, and how I felt a bit sorry even then for being mean.

I like you lots.

xoxox.