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[sshsh_dont_talk]

another shitty day. at least i got my shift covered. i think ill just try sleeping and telling everyone else that i dont wanna hang out because im tired just like everyone else always says. yeah. sounds nice. if i get the bank job, for sure im quitting ihop. they sh ould have called me back today though. icalled twice. last night scott said im just one of those pleople that people can push around, overlook, or they can be mean to. theres no reason and its not fair and idont deserve it, im just one of those people. i should just kill myself.
im getting the blood pregnancy test tomorrow so i can get back on my shot.