dear God
please help scott see. i need him likei need you. please help him see that i need his help for the rest of my life. if i have him for my whole life and leave with him, i will never ask for anything ever again. alli want is to enjoy everything with him and help hiim and tak care of him and have fun with him. i dont want to be alone. its only been a week and im going crazy. he is my will to live. i need him to love and to love me. please dont take him away from me. he's my angel. if he dies, i die. and i dont want to die yet.