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I think I really fucked things up today. I'm so tired of it, sometimes I wish I could curl up in a ball and disapear, not in an EMO way. lol. I just get so emotional over things, and then I try and hide my feelings, I need to be a more open person. I mean, I want to forget it, but it's like some unspoken rule exists that says I can't. Does that make any sense? But right now I currently hate myself, maybe getting away from "it all" over thanksgiving is a good thing for me. I need a release, maybe I should take up boxing or something weird and physical like that. lol