May 15, 2003 23:01
Well, life just feels so out of whack right now. I am doing everything in my power to not have a breakdown and it just isn't working...i don't think i ever realized at the age of 20 that i would run into so many hardships and difficulties that would just tear away at me. I want things to be easier again, but I think that may be asking too much right now. I want to feel like myself again, but it is so hard to get back to that point. I am tired or being tired, i am sick of being broke, and i just feel like everyone around me just has no time to give to me. I feel like i am running in circles and no one is there to provide any direction.