Apr 30, 2003 17:20
I really don't know what my problem is lately. My moods are just so all over the damn place. Two days ago, I was crying, yesterday, I was happy, today, I am so indifferent that I don't know if I am happy or sad or mad. Little things are starting to annoy me. The weather has been nicer, but I haven't really enjoyed it cause of these stupid moods.
I want out of this place, I just can't stand cortland anymore. I am sick of the ignorance of someone the people who live here. I want to see shane, but until next week that is impossible. He is probably totally confused on why i get like this. I'm sorry that I act bitchy, but I just can't help it. I am so unhappy here and most of my friends are elsewhere and I am loosing touch with them. I am tired of feeling broke all the time, cause that is what I am, broke and always in debt. Yeah, so it is just a lot of stuff that is bothering me, I just don't think anyone really understands.