P & Friends
Therapy was quite time consuming.
Dr. T will be back to work this Tuesday. Tomorrow, that is.
My P has treaded onto a gradually declining route since after that cold a while back. The last form he wrote me was prioritise to take care of the after-effects of the cold, which he said were more important in the long run.
I wonder if I will have an outbreak after I stop medication?
Dear Lord, please, NO!
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I talked to Daniel last night. He was among the very few still remaining on my (mental) list of Friends Who Deserve An Explanation, which I had compiled over a year ago. I was genuinely glad for his positive reactions.
By now I have repeated the same issues so many times, it is no longer difficult for me to say. My wound has been incessantly prodded and jabbed so much, it no longer hurts. (Maybe it has began to heal?)
Telling Krish had been the hardest. He was the first person I had told - about the real reason of my leaving home. I was unsure of what to expect, because throughout my childhood, I had been convinced that this was something I needed to be ashamed of, something I needed to hide, and bad experiences in this matter with so-called friends when I was very young had left deep imprints on me. I persuaded myself with the argument that someone who cannot accept me for who I am is not worthy of my friendship. But apparently I had worried too much. I was thoroughly surprised (in a very good way) by Krish's response. If I had gone through all the possibilities, well, this one I had definitely missed.
A secret revealed is no longer a secret. I shall be no longer ashamed. I have broken through the barrier, and now I can finally be my true self.
Dr. T will be back to work this Tuesday. Tomorrow, that is.
My P has treaded onto a gradually declining route since after that cold a while back. The last form he wrote me was prioritise to take care of the after-effects of the cold, which he said were more important in the long run.
I wonder if I will have an outbreak after I stop medication?
Dear Lord, please, NO!
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I talked to Daniel last night. He was among the very few still remaining on my (mental) list of Friends Who Deserve An Explanation, which I had compiled over a year ago. I was genuinely glad for his positive reactions.
By now I have repeated the same issues so many times, it is no longer difficult for me to say. My wound has been incessantly prodded and jabbed so much, it no longer hurts. (Maybe it has began to heal?)
Telling Krish had been the hardest. He was the first person I had told - about the real reason of my leaving home. I was unsure of what to expect, because throughout my childhood, I had been convinced that this was something I needed to be ashamed of, something I needed to hide, and bad experiences in this matter with so-called friends when I was very young had left deep imprints on me. I persuaded myself with the argument that someone who cannot accept me for who I am is not worthy of my friendship. But apparently I had worried too much. I was thoroughly surprised (in a very good way) by Krish's response. If I had gone through all the possibilities, well, this one I had definitely missed.
A secret revealed is no longer a secret. I shall be no longer ashamed. I have broken through the barrier, and now I can finally be my true self.