Um.
This day is dragging by like you wouldn't believe. It really really really sucks. Plus, I am eating a sandwich for lunch (as usual) and the stupid bread is all stale-like. Yech. Whatever.
I seem to be getting into a fouler and fouler mood as the day progresses. I do not know why. My moods just change for no apparent reason at all. I hate that. And when I try to make myself think 'happy thoughts', it just doesn't work. Maybe it's because I am still hungry. I don't know. Maybe it's because people just get on my nerves. Maybe it's because I am feeling bored. Maybe it's because I'm all fucked up. Yeah.
I think I am just stressing about the move. I don't know what the fuck I am going to do to get all these stupid boxes over to the hosue before actually moving all of the heavy furniture. In my car, I can fit like 4 or 5 at a time. I'll waste a whole tank of gas driving back and forth!! I need someone with a truck/SUV but I don't know anyone. Well, I do but they aren't very willing to help me. (Thanks people)!!!
Whatever, I guess I will worry about it more as the time gets closer. Also, I would rent a stupid U-haul thing that you tow with your car BUT, I have no hitch. Great.
Okay, so onto another subject. Krista called me last night (from PA) and we talked for almost an hour. I really miss her. I keep bugging her to come down here to visit but she doesn't want to fly alone. Which means that I would have to 'host' someone else. Yuck. I don't like having people in my house that I don't know. Especially sleeping there. I don't really want to tell her that though because then she probably won't come. She has a history of hanging with the wrong people. I mean, even though she doesn't talk to these certain 'people' anymore, I still don't know whether or not to trust this new 'friend'. I'll talk to her about it. We've been best friends almost 10 years, I should be able to talk to her about this stuff, right?
Oh yeah, we were reminiscing (sp?) last night and she was cracking up because I couldn't really remember where I was living or what I was doing right before me and her became friends. I kept getting all of my memories all mixed up and confused. Sorry! Maybe it was a bad time in my life and I just don't feel like remembering it.
Dude, only 10 minutes have gone by and I feel like it's been at least a half an hour. I don't have anything else to write about so I guess CIAO!
I seem to be getting into a fouler and fouler mood as the day progresses. I do not know why. My moods just change for no apparent reason at all. I hate that. And when I try to make myself think 'happy thoughts', it just doesn't work. Maybe it's because I am still hungry. I don't know. Maybe it's because people just get on my nerves. Maybe it's because I am feeling bored. Maybe it's because I'm all fucked up. Yeah.
I think I am just stressing about the move. I don't know what the fuck I am going to do to get all these stupid boxes over to the hosue before actually moving all of the heavy furniture. In my car, I can fit like 4 or 5 at a time. I'll waste a whole tank of gas driving back and forth!! I need someone with a truck/SUV but I don't know anyone. Well, I do but they aren't very willing to help me. (Thanks people)!!!
Whatever, I guess I will worry about it more as the time gets closer. Also, I would rent a stupid U-haul thing that you tow with your car BUT, I have no hitch. Great.
Okay, so onto another subject. Krista called me last night (from PA) and we talked for almost an hour. I really miss her. I keep bugging her to come down here to visit but she doesn't want to fly alone. Which means that I would have to 'host' someone else. Yuck. I don't like having people in my house that I don't know. Especially sleeping there. I don't really want to tell her that though because then she probably won't come. She has a history of hanging with the wrong people. I mean, even though she doesn't talk to these certain 'people' anymore, I still don't know whether or not to trust this new 'friend'. I'll talk to her about it. We've been best friends almost 10 years, I should be able to talk to her about this stuff, right?
Oh yeah, we were reminiscing (sp?) last night and she was cracking up because I couldn't really remember where I was living or what I was doing right before me and her became friends. I kept getting all of my memories all mixed up and confused. Sorry! Maybe it was a bad time in my life and I just don't feel like remembering it.
Dude, only 10 minutes have gone by and I feel like it's been at least a half an hour. I don't have anything else to write about so I guess CIAO!