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i really havent written my feelings out in here
in a very long time, so today will b a special entery where i will bitch and complain about anything thats on my mind.
no, im not really this bitchy, i just need to vent, and i haven't in so long that i owe all of u a depressing journal entery that im sure your all excited for.
anyways the main thing thats been on my mind latley is how fake people are.
they will tell u anything u wanna hear, even if its not wut they r feeling or thinking, at all.
then u end up getting tha rong idea, n feel shitty about it knowing notthing u believed in was true. like can't ppl just b themselves n say whats reli on there mind? it bothers me.
second, y do people intentionally try to piss others off?
i cant even spell intentionally, but w\e. :]]
like, y wud sum1 want 2 hurt sum1 purposfully? i really dont understand at all.
i love livejournals. i can tell my feelings in these soo much more then xanga, idunno y that is.
♥♥ this summers been pretty fun tho, i've met sum awesome ppl n had a looot of fun with them =]] ♥♥
tonite i have no idea wut im doing.. tmrw im doin sumthing w\ tessa... then later goin to tha movies with tyler jenn tessa [if she wants] n other ppl.
soo that will b fun =]] i love summer
another thing im confused about, the word love
like, ok. I use that word for everything. "i LOVE my cell phone".... "I LOVE my ipod" ect. My parents always make fun of me
they are like oo well i hope u and ur cell phone have a good relationship
bc i dont think they used love soo carelessly wen they were younger, or even now.
It only had one meaning to them, n that was love for a person, not a thing.
idunno its weird and confusing, and i dont really understand it.. but i guess i dont need to understand it, bc it is too complicated for
just about anyone 2 understand..
I love these lyrics... "Things were All too young to know"
Thats talking about the book of love... its full of like everything having to do with love..
and everyone, no matter wut age, is too young to know wuts in it.
and that is like so true, no matter how old u r, no1 can reli handle the pain love causes, or even the happiness.
idunno, its crazy shit. i wish i knew wut i was talking about,
but all i saying are random emotions and feeligns, though rite about now im about as emotionless as it gets,
mostly bc i have 2 be... This summers about fun, and thats that.
So Jess comes home tomarrow im pretty sure. im soo excited to see my best friend i love her soo much and miss her like crazy. im excited 4 tomarro, it will b fun =]]
I got to know soo many awesome ppl this summer. Me+Erynn became reli good friends. Same with me and tessa. n of course i met a ton of other ppl who i love but not everyones name can fit in here lol.
Okay, Im going. this journal entery is wayy too long for its own good.. i dont think ive ever written such a long one.. this should go down in history =]]
Sean is on my screen name by tha way, so if anyone saw the away messages "Seans an asshole" or my profiles pretty fucked up its all about me wenting seans penis in me now n stuff but he wrote all that, not me lol just so u all kno =]]
i love you all, and since this entery took me bout 30 mins, i better get lotsa comments, k? ♥