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this is my standpoint and it's not up for discussion under any circumstances whatsoever. we'll see if i'm right on july 21st.
CURRENT FACEBOOK STATUS:
"Crystal is honest with herself. She has ackowledged the severity of her drug addiction, is seeking help, & anticipates a healthy lifestyle with a hopeful future."
I have my first meeting with Women for Sobreity tonight and I'm very excited about it. http://www.womenforsobriety.org . I have a drug counselor, two therapists, and a psychiatrist helping me along, as well as my mother's friend, an adult whom I actually trust (which many of you know has always been a difficult thing for me). I can open up to her because I already have in the past. I'm comfortable telling her anything, which is new for me, and I like her a lot. Last night my mother told me that she (the friend) was once a heroin addict and did a lot of the same crap I fucked with. I'm going to talk to her. I hope she can be my sponser somehow.
I'm looking forward to life and I'm extremely confident that everything is going to be okay. I feel different already. I can't even being to describe this kind of feeling. I'm so lucky to have so much support and a second chance at life. I'm taking that chance.