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It is really sad that I do not think a single person (including my family) knows the "real me". I am always holding so much of myself back in any given situation.
Sometimes I just want to scream at people and ask why they don't notice how totally false I am being and how can they not see everything I say and do is an act. No I am not "fine" or "good" I really am quite awful. But I will never give that answer because not one person wants the truth. I am nothing but an inconvenience to them and annoying and unwanted.
Sometimes I just want to scream at people and ask why they don't notice how totally false I am being and how can they not see everything I say and do is an act. No I am not "fine" or "good" I really am quite awful. But I will never give that answer because not one person wants the truth. I am nothing but an inconvenience to them and annoying and unwanted.