2011 - 2012
Gonna spend the new year traveling back home. It's alright. Atobe's jet is more than decent. But anyway, 2011 was a good year. I've travelled a lot and learned even more. I really know what I want to do with my life now. There were... many surprises I guess. Some good, some bad, can't say most weren't pretty good. The bad were bad tho.
I'll be there in a day or so.
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I don't know if I should be pissed off or if I should just laugh at how my personal life turned out. Choutarou finally saw that asshole for what he is, but in those 3 weeks between him falling for him and now... I don't know how, but I think Atobe Keigo... need to get used to calling him that, even if to myself... and I, what's going on? I said no to him... if I had told him otherwise he wouldn't have been hurt by that idiot. Even then, even with the a no from me... now we would have a change. But fucking hell, it's really not meant to be, is it? Not even meant to try. I liked him for a long time. It's not fair. Not fair that i like Atobe... he is such a... urgh. Seriously. And I told him as well. I'm so lame. I'll end the year lame. Thanks a lot fucking destiny or whatever
I'll be there in a day or so.
[private]
I don't know if I should be pissed off or if I should just laugh at how my personal life turned out. Choutarou finally saw that asshole for what he is, but in those 3 weeks between him falling for him and now... I don't know how, but I think Atobe Keigo... need to get used to calling him that, even if to myself... and I, what's going on? I said no to him... if I had told him otherwise he wouldn't have been hurt by that idiot. Even then, even with the a no from me... now we would have a change. But fucking hell, it's really not meant to be, is it? Not even meant to try. I liked him for a long time. It's not fair. Not fair that i like Atobe... he is such a... urgh. Seriously. And I told him as well. I'm so lame. I'll end the year lame. Thanks a lot fucking destiny or whatever