Or in the past few days. I just wanna go to this school trip already.
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Well... i have fucking no idea how that happened. But it did. Everytime I think about it I fucking blush... lame. Then I think, it was fucking Atobe man... wth. I totally let him jerk me off, where the hell is my mind? It took at least 24 hours to sink in properly. He's making time for me on Friday and now i'm fucking nervous. I know when I get to see him, he'll piss me off and I'll forget about that...
... urgh...
... I just hope he does something. I know it's lame, but I don't know if I can make a first move. It look me 5 years to give Choutarou a peck.
Friday... damn it, it's still fucking tuesday.... this week will suck.