Worrying in religion
I decided that this weekend I would go to church on Sunday. So the preacher was talking about worrying in religion, about how we could worry all we want, but we would have to put our faith in God. You cannot worry about everything, God will help you and watch over you. Perhaps this is why I am reluctant to totally accept God into my life, I'm worried. I know that I have sinned, but I don't think that taking God into my life will stop me from sinning. There are so many things in this life that are considered sin. All anyone can do is try to do better, so I try not to sin everyday. I know that God is important, but I don't understand how he should be the number one thing in your life. That is something that Tiffany always told me, something that I would never understand, that God was the most important thing in her life. I'm sorry, it could be that I'm not a devote christian, but I don't understand this. Yes I understand the fact that God is important, but I don't think that he will ever be the most important thing in my life. The most important things in my life are family, friends and God. All of these are important and none outweights the others, they all have equal value.
Life always has to be so complicated, doesn't it?