Dec 04, 2006 14:11
Unloved at Christmas
Winter bells are ringing
I'm not listening
Tear drops falling that are glistening
You're the one I am really missing
A sadden sight I am going to be lonely this christmas night
A New Year's ring
Every ones kissing
Look at me and what I am missing
I have no girl to be kissing.
Found it in Love Sucks' Journal (community).
It's so sad, gloomy, depressed... It's not about me, I can't something about me in it, it's not my story. But I dreamd about different things with never will and it makes me stupid and unhappy.
I can't understand very simply things, can't find something rationally. And now I think maybe this unknowing is the way. Why I deny it? Maybe it's the best I can have.
thanks god it's christmas,
sweet dreams,
love,
ways of life,
ideas