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[ssb_kyle]

so we worked on the album last weekend,
and had a band practice,
for the first time in about a year and a half.
and many of the empty spots in my heart began to fill in.
if i hadn't had to work sunday,
i would have stayed over and played sunday as well.
i couldn't stop smiling.

and we are doing it all again tomorrow afternoon.
we may actually have an album ready to be released by March.
and we may actually start playing shows by then as well.

no. seriously this time.

i guess miracles do happen.
and i'm praying every night for a few more.
i started praying again before bed for the first time in years.
i kind of figured that doing this all on my own wasn't working
and it couldn't hurt to try.

i've been kind of thrown into a lot of situations in the last year
intentionally and unintentionally,
and it seems that nothing in me has really changed.
the things that make me the happiest
are playing in my band and being around tara.