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I'm in the airport waiting to go home. I can't wait to go home!!! I miss my bed and I miss eating home cooked food lol.
Tomorrow night James is practicing with my dad and brothers pool team, he joined the team and the new season starts in two weeks. I'm excited for him because he is really looking forward to playing with them and having a guys night out. I feel bad because I don't like not seeing him so I asked that if he isn't going to let me go to pool night (other guys bring their girlfriends) that I want to at least have lunch or dinner with him or else I will be going to work at 8am and he will go to work at 11am and straight to pool and I won't see him until 3am, and he doesn't care that we won't see each other from the point I go to bed monday night until he gets out of work wed night, and it bothers me and I hate it because I feel like such a needy and whiney wife. but I want to at least see him 20 minutes and just talk... so I need to work on not being so needy which is going to be hard. I didn't think 20min out of a 24 hour day was needy but it's really bothering him that I perfer to see him at one point, and it's really hurting me that he doesn't care if we don't see each other at one point. I don't care that he has a guys night out and goes out all night I just want to see him at one point during the day, we aren't the kind of people that are up in the morning and have breakfast together we just start our days without the other being awake or there. so I really don't think it is a big deal to just see each other and touch base at some point.. . but again it's bothering him that I want to see him. it's a horrible cycle because the more it bothers him the more I feel like he doesn't like seeing me. grr...
in other news, James and I had a really great time in Vegas with my dad, it was a lot of fun.
Friday we took a tour to the Hoover Dam and a cruise on Lake Mead (which is the man mad lake as a result of Hoover Dam) and then Friday night we saw Penn and Teller which was really cool. and a lot of fun. Then sunday night we had dinner at the strassus fair which was really beautiful because it is 1100 ft in the air and it turns and you get to see all of las vegas lit up. we went and visted a few other hotel which were really nice compared to ours, ours kind of sucked. and we ate a lot lol. I'll be full for a week.
Tomorrow night James is practicing with my dad and brothers pool team, he joined the team and the new season starts in two weeks. I'm excited for him because he is really looking forward to playing with them and having a guys night out. I feel bad because I don't like not seeing him so I asked that if he isn't going to let me go to pool night (other guys bring their girlfriends) that I want to at least have lunch or dinner with him or else I will be going to work at 8am and he will go to work at 11am and straight to pool and I won't see him until 3am, and he doesn't care that we won't see each other from the point I go to bed monday night until he gets out of work wed night, and it bothers me and I hate it because I feel like such a needy and whiney wife. but I want to at least see him 20 minutes and just talk... so I need to work on not being so needy which is going to be hard. I didn't think 20min out of a 24 hour day was needy but it's really bothering him that I perfer to see him at one point, and it's really hurting me that he doesn't care if we don't see each other at one point. I don't care that he has a guys night out and goes out all night I just want to see him at one point during the day, we aren't the kind of people that are up in the morning and have breakfast together we just start our days without the other being awake or there. so I really don't think it is a big deal to just see each other and touch base at some point.. . but again it's bothering him that I want to see him. it's a horrible cycle because the more it bothers him the more I feel like he doesn't like seeing me. grr...
in other news, James and I had a really great time in Vegas with my dad, it was a lot of fun.
Friday we took a tour to the Hoover Dam and a cruise on Lake Mead (which is the man mad lake as a result of Hoover Dam) and then Friday night we saw Penn and Teller which was really cool. and a lot of fun. Then sunday night we had dinner at the strassus fair which was really beautiful because it is 1100 ft in the air and it turns and you get to see all of las vegas lit up. we went and visted a few other hotel which were really nice compared to ours, ours kind of sucked. and we ate a lot lol. I'll be full for a week.