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last night; tilly and the wall. that was supposed to be a great time. a great release. dancing singing. i let the small annoying things get to me and it ruined my night. i'm tired of not-so-smart underage drinkers causing a scene wherever i go. i don't care if you drink as long as you know how to take care of yourself and nobody seems to be able to do so. i'm sick of the same not-so-smart underagers molesting eachother on the dancefloor. it's not funny anymore. it's pathetic. i'm already terribly sad about the weather. it's too cold for me. be prepared for total hybernation. oh, and that little kid with the speech problem- cute until he's singing behind you and you're showered with his saliva. i'm no germaphobe- selectively- but that's just gross.
the stills will be a much more enjoyable time, esp with beef at my side. he is darling and i'm in need of good conversation. last stills show i met this kid named johnny. we exchanged numbers but for fear od corrupting him i never answered his calls and i only called him twice while intoxicated and he didn't pick up. if he is there on wed i don't think he'll recognize me but i'll be excited to see him. i'm in need of dancing. feel good time. i'm in need of their silly little jokes and feathered hats. i'm in need of what stretches over bone and smells like honey on the wind. i'm in need of what leaks out of the telephone and spills like honey from the window.
i get paid this weekend which means my hair is going to make an awfully shocking transition. all for the sake of halloween. all for the sake of me. i'm going to keep it for a good while. i'm really enjoying life. i'm really enjoying people.
scandrea and i are going to start a no talent band. her and i can do absolutely nothing. no talent what so ever. but we're going to embrace it and throw together some poorly executed songs and we'll be brilliant, for sure.
second go at i, belladonna; maybe.
and he was thinking; 'i've got to see that girl'.
i like being that girl.
ina mae wrote this beautiful little tune; scand played it for me and i started crying. the night was perfect and that song just fit so perfectly. maybe you'd like it.
it goes a little something like this:
i'm sitting in a field
as stars blanket the skies
a trillion fireflies are sparkling right before my eyes
the dew breaks between my toes
the evening air drifts through my nose
blisses singing in my ear
yet i am wishing you were here
during sunsets scarlet and gold
i'm wanting you, oh baby, only you to hold
for all these sights and all their essence
seems bittersweet without your presence
full moon seems half without a friend
someone able to apprehend
the beauty of this great unknown
please sit with me and linger
we can interlock our fingers
and appreciate this lovely weather here, now
together here and now
always together here and now
here and now
i love and miss miss ina mae.
i love and miss a lot of people.
be excited for life, its beautiful.
the stills will be a much more enjoyable time, esp with beef at my side. he is darling and i'm in need of good conversation. last stills show i met this kid named johnny. we exchanged numbers but for fear od corrupting him i never answered his calls and i only called him twice while intoxicated and he didn't pick up. if he is there on wed i don't think he'll recognize me but i'll be excited to see him. i'm in need of dancing. feel good time. i'm in need of their silly little jokes and feathered hats. i'm in need of what stretches over bone and smells like honey on the wind. i'm in need of what leaks out of the telephone and spills like honey from the window.
i get paid this weekend which means my hair is going to make an awfully shocking transition. all for the sake of halloween. all for the sake of me. i'm going to keep it for a good while. i'm really enjoying life. i'm really enjoying people.
scandrea and i are going to start a no talent band. her and i can do absolutely nothing. no talent what so ever. but we're going to embrace it and throw together some poorly executed songs and we'll be brilliant, for sure.
second go at i, belladonna; maybe.
and he was thinking; 'i've got to see that girl'.
i like being that girl.
ina mae wrote this beautiful little tune; scand played it for me and i started crying. the night was perfect and that song just fit so perfectly. maybe you'd like it.
it goes a little something like this:
i'm sitting in a field
as stars blanket the skies
a trillion fireflies are sparkling right before my eyes
the dew breaks between my toes
the evening air drifts through my nose
blisses singing in my ear
yet i am wishing you were here
during sunsets scarlet and gold
i'm wanting you, oh baby, only you to hold
for all these sights and all their essence
seems bittersweet without your presence
full moon seems half without a friend
someone able to apprehend
the beauty of this great unknown
please sit with me and linger
we can interlock our fingers
and appreciate this lovely weather here, now
together here and now
always together here and now
here and now
i love and miss miss ina mae.
i love and miss a lot of people.
be excited for life, its beautiful.