Oct 08, 2006 18:04
it used to take so much more..
poor as a boar.
i wish i was at work today.
i'm really focused on the energy in my life right now. there are people that i undoubtedly care for and that i want to remain in my life, of course, but the energy of my life is shifting and i need people that are positive and on the same level as i.
what i can list for you are these few that i am adamant on spending my time with right now:
aaron
marissa
scandrea
karen
and for the sake of humor;
adam and tomjohn are a good pair
and these few are the people i hope to get onto that list once i spend more time with them:
amy
rachel
jillian
sonja
what i need to focus on in the next months is my farm trip. it would be lovely to move out in the next months but then again i've gotta think those extra hundred dollars towards rent could be put in the bank towards the trip as well.
we'll see how things go.
i just need that second job and then i'll be on my way to even bigger and better things.
this morning i woke up thinking kyle was coming back to minnesota with gerrit. i thought this because my dream last night was just as such and it was vivid and beautiful. i havent had a dream like that in some time.
i miss aaron. i didn't get to see him yesterday. it's strange. it's only been a day and i miss him very much. he's just the greatest friend i could ever hope to meet. lucky lucky girl.
my life is precious.
at work yesterday; we got a new shipment of used clothing and i found some real keepers. and tommy and jillian gave me three big boxes of scarves to go through because i love them so much. i filled half my barrel with the greatest scarves. i'm going to make curtains with them as well. tommy told me i fit in well with everybody there. i'm very glad.
lucky. lucky. girl.