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[ssabmud82]

Also, I've always felt something, something inside me, something that makes me feel...uneasy. I try to be a good person, but maybe that's what makes it worse. I've always felt that there's something more to me, something that I don't think I'll be able to control. That's why I've always tried to control my anger, because my anger might be what causes me to lose control. I mean I can barely control my anger, and I feel it slipping more and more every time I get angry. And I also feel that what's inside me is starting to get out because I've had a very short fuse for quite a while, and I've snapped at a lot of people and have been angrier with each passing day.

I'm not sure what to do anymore, if I should be scared and keep fighting it, or just let it loose and see what happens.