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Jun 10, 2004 12:25

hmm well....nearly about to cry...im getting so sick of the world man...im fucking tired of all this bullshit...and being..leftout...and and, just every1 is right...im so fucking lonesome and...wanna die so bad...if i can go to heaven...man it would be awesome...and i just have never think i would say this but man i might commit suicide and i dont care...but really only one thing is holding me back and thats my family and brothers ya know? How selfish it owuld be of me to take my life and leave them all alone...but if i did i would leave a note telling how much the world has hardened my heart and made me some1 i never wanted to be...and that i wouldv'e hurt some people if i hadnt taken my own self down...and that i want them to know that it is ok and to find god and know that he cares and that i did some heavy research and found out that suicide does not cause you to go to hell..and that you know i might be doing myself a favor if i do...=/ but hmm idk i dont think i ever will cus of a few reasons...but if i did...man would it be a shock...and yup thats about it......

Its better to burn out than to fade away-Kurt Cobain
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