Sometimes you just have to record a thought purely because of the randomness of its stupidity and the admission it occupied far too much time....
So...I was thinking....
What if I made the decision to just make a change, study and become the best physicist I have the potential to possibly be? Would I have the potential to be the critical link to discovering time travel. If I do this right now and make a contract with myself that I would ensure that either: If I die before it is completed but my work made it a reality, then they'd somehow be legally required to come back in time to show me the final product. When that happened - I would risk a different death by stealing it -OR- If I didn't die then it'd be far easier to just and come back to right now and give the time machine to myself right now to avoid a lifetime of development and just use it.
Since I am not seeing a future version of myself right now is evidence that it'd be a poor life changing decision... Not sure whether I should be disappointed that I would have failed in the future or relieved I didn't waste my life to almost succeed and then die before stealing it, still making that possible future a complete waste of time.
This didn't keep me awake for the last hour at all......
Brain, I appreciate what you do sometimes, how you work, the special effects and the actors you've managed to use... But please shut the fuck up or tomorrow I'm going to kill bits of you by attacking you with shitload of whiskey. :p