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I just noticed i havent really written anything in here in a while thats worth reading, so i guess i will now. Life recently has been an interesting ride, kind of like a kiddie coaster, you dont think it can shock you, but it sometimes does, and for that moment its the scariest thing in the world, and after that its just fun, except sometimes the

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That really means alot to me, you have no idea how much that hit the spot of why i wrote this entry. I thought I finally had SOMETHING figured out, but what do you know, again (for the second time) i was wrong, and i ended up hurting myself and who knows who else. I really do value your friendship, more than you know, as i do all of my friendships. It might not seem as i do most of the time, but i really do, im not good with emotion, i hate the thought of it, emotion is weakness, and the places where i grew up,weakness is not an option. Some might not be able to beleive that i have any feelings at all, but when i tell you straight up something means something to me, it doesnt JUST mean that, it means soo much more than that. It means you have gained my trust to know this that i'm telling you, and that the reason that i'm telling you this is because the feeling is so strong that i have to tell you. This reply has elaboarated into a mini entry i just noticed, so im gonna post it as an entry also. But once again Elena, thanks for the reply, it means alot to me, just like you do, and all of my friends do.
Once again, i love you all

Cesar M. Medina