c i am in a good mood dont worry its just time to put some things out there

[ss7of9]

have you ever had to deal with somthing so hard that it tears you apart the pain and the agony just makes you so sad that you cant even think about the task at hand. I hate doing this to people and i hate having to go throu it. Am i doing this right? Am i hurting myself? Am i hurting you? sometimes i just dont know what to say. most of the time i dont know what to do

maybe im just confused. maybe im just lying to you. maybe i just want to cry. see i love. i see your love. loving makes me happy. love can make you happy and that makes me o so happy. but am i really worth it? am i worth all of your pain? all of your joy? i love you and i love you.

it all comes down to me.

this is my happy note. i say lets just have fun while we can. how bout we forget about everyone else. lets just be together in silence lets just be you and me

i love you i know i do b/c we've been thro so much b/c we know each other b/c we love each other b/c we'er happy together just i cant be so far away from you. its hard for me
i love you

i think im goin to tell it all today

OH MISERY OH MISERY
TELL ME WHY DOES MY HEART MAKE A FOOL OF ME
SEEMS ITS MY DESTINY
FOR LOVE TO CAUSE ME MISERY