Fate laughs at me again...

Oct 07, 2007 19:45

As I'm sure most people know by now, I've been mentioning that last Thursday I had a job interview for my local Borders' store. It was a short interview, mainly because there were a lot of interviews apparently booked for the day. Anyway, I was told it would be part-time, for their calander store that they have set up during the holidays. I was also told it'd pay $8.50 an hour. Some of my friends gave me some good advice as to how to approach it, and I really thought I did a good job. The manager told me he'd call me back either later that day or the next day about hiring me.

Well, the weekend's past...he never called back. -_-

I'm frustrated, upset, pissed off, feeling very hopeless among other things. I basically relieved deja vu with the last job interview I had with Petco a few months back. They told me the exact...same...thing!! "We'll call you back if we're interested...", never called me back.

I'm sick of this, why won't anyone give me a chance. Do I need to fucking beg, like a goddamn dog!! I'm so sick and tired of being turned down every time, especially this way. Why give me an interview, if all you're going to do is dash my hopes the next day or so after, by not calling me back!!??

I really just wanna give up sometimes. It just keeps feeling like someone is laughing at my sorry life, and likes seeing me suffer, seeing me miserable. :(

I dunno what to do anymore. I dunno what my next move is. I just dunno.

I'm done...I have nothing else to say.

job, life

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